So I keep getting sent for all these tests and hospital appointments, but still we don't know what is going on and why I can't walk. The doctors and physio's are working with me to get me back on my feet and back to dancing, but then at the same time I am being told that I need to think about a plan B!
I need to think about what I will do if this problem doesn't go away and my legs don't go back to normal. I have been told there is the possibility that they may not get better, and it could be a problem where I can't go back to dancing.
Well I don't have a plan B!!
I always had my mind and goals set on dance, and even after I fought my battle against Cancer, I still went back to dance. So I never really thought about what else I would do or could do. Now I am having to think of my plan B, and what I can do if things don't turn out the way we all are hoping for.
This is extremely hard for me, as dance has always been my focus, the thing that keeps me going. It has been what I have fought so hard for, and what I have dreamed of going on to do for as long as I can remember. To now think that all my hard work and determination I have put in, will all be for nothing! Like I said before, dance is my escape and my way of expressing myself, I don't really have another way of doing it, or even something that I love that much and have such a passion for.
I have never really had to think of having a plan B until now, and honestly I don't know what I will do! My place at university has been saved, but there is a possibility that I won't be going back. I have worked so hard and trying to keep so positive about it all, I mean I am still keeping positive but like my mum tells me, I shouldn't get my hopes up too high as we both know that we may not get the results that we want. It may not be the answers I want to hear, and I may have to change some things in my life.
Not everyone has a plan B, and you don't really think about it until you reach that point where you think, actually I now need one, as this may not turn out the way I have hoped.
I always had my mind set on my plan A, and always pushed the idea of a plan B out the window. Now I realize that as much as I want my plan A to work out, I do need to think about and start working out a plan B in my head! I need to remember that even if my plan A doesn't work out there are other things out there and different routes I can go down.
I need to think about what I will do if this problem doesn't go away and my legs don't go back to normal. I have been told there is the possibility that they may not get better, and it could be a problem where I can't go back to dancing.
Well I don't have a plan B!!
I always had my mind and goals set on dance, and even after I fought my battle against Cancer, I still went back to dance. So I never really thought about what else I would do or could do. Now I am having to think of my plan B, and what I can do if things don't turn out the way we all are hoping for.
This is extremely hard for me, as dance has always been my focus, the thing that keeps me going. It has been what I have fought so hard for, and what I have dreamed of going on to do for as long as I can remember. To now think that all my hard work and determination I have put in, will all be for nothing! Like I said before, dance is my escape and my way of expressing myself, I don't really have another way of doing it, or even something that I love that much and have such a passion for.
I have never really had to think of having a plan B until now, and honestly I don't know what I will do! My place at university has been saved, but there is a possibility that I won't be going back. I have worked so hard and trying to keep so positive about it all, I mean I am still keeping positive but like my mum tells me, I shouldn't get my hopes up too high as we both know that we may not get the results that we want. It may not be the answers I want to hear, and I may have to change some things in my life.
Not everyone has a plan B, and you don't really think about it until you reach that point where you think, actually I now need one, as this may not turn out the way I have hoped.
I always had my mind set on my plan A, and always pushed the idea of a plan B out the window. Now I realize that as much as I want my plan A to work out, I do need to think about and start working out a plan B in my head! I need to remember that even if my plan A doesn't work out there are other things out there and different routes I can go down.